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Isikhathi esisobala.

Isikhathi esiningi sempilo yami ngangizabalaza nomuzwa wokuthi ngilahliwe, anginakwa, futhi angifunwa. Lokhu kwaba wukukhula kwezinto eziningi, okuhlanganisa nokuthi umama angitshele ukuthi akangifuni nokungakhethwa emaqenjini esikoleni ngenxa yokukhuluphala nokungafunwa yizingane engangifunda nazo. Nokho, entwasahlobo ka-2020, lapho amazwe omhlaba ayevalwa, unyaka wonke washabala njengoba izinhlelo eziningi zombuthano zavalwa. Kodwa, ngolunye usuku, ngangiku-Instagram lapho ngibona ukuthi idlanzana labangani bami lalimenyiwe ukuthi lizokhuluma engqungqutheleni enkulu yabesifazane eyaba khona. Ngangizazi izikhulumi, futhi ngangimazi nomphathi wohlelo... kodwa angimenywanga ukuba ngikhulume.

Ngaqala ukucwila emizweni yokungafaneleki njengoba ingqondo yami igcwele imibuzo enjengokuthi, "kungani ngingamenywanga?" "Ngishiywe leni ngaphandle?" "Kungani bengingafanelekile?" Kodwa phakathi kwaleyo mibuzo, uMoya oNgcwele wangibuza umbuzo ohlukile owashintsha unomphela umkhondo wempilo yami kanye nobuntu bami siqu. Wangibuza, "kubaluleke ngani?" Lowo mbuzo olula wawujule kakhulu. Kwangihlaba enhliziyweni yami. Kwangiphoqa ukuba ngibhekane nalokho engikukholelwayo ngami. Futhi engangikukholelwa kwakungekuhle.

Ngandlela thize, ndawana thize kulayini, ngase ngiqalile ukuvikela ubuntu bami siqu kwizimemo zokukhuluma engangizitholile. Ukungacelwa ukuthi ukhulume kwavele kwaveza leli qiniso. Ngazizwa ngingazethembi ngoba ngangivikele ubuntu bami esisekelweni esingaqinisekisiwe sokumenywa. Kodwa evesini lethu esigxile kulo namuhla, sibona indlela uJonathani avikela ngayo ubuntu bakhe siqu esisekelweni esivikelekile esingahamba kuso ngesibindi enjongweni yethu ngaphandle kokuqhathaniswa nomunye umuntu.

Ngokungafani noyise, iNkosi uSawule, uJonathani akazange abheke uDavide njengoyingozi ngoba wayevunywe abantu. Kunalokho, uJonathani wayemthanda futhi emjabulela uDavide. Kodwa kanjani? Nokho, ngaphambi kokuba uDavide angene endaweni yesehlakalo, sithola amazwibela enkolelo eyaqinisa ubuntu bukaJonathani ku-1 Samuweli 14:6:

uJonathani wathi odibini lwakhe oluphethe izikhali zakhe: “Woza siwele, siye ekhandeni lalabo abangasokile; ingabe uJehova uyakusisebenzela; ngokuba akukho okumthiyayo uJehova ukuba asindise ngabaningi noma ngabayingcosana.’”

uJonathani walwa namaFilisti esikhundleni sikaNkulunkulu, hhayi ngoba ezama ukujabulisa abantu (kwakungekho abalandeli) futhi hhayi ngoba efuna ukuzakhela igama (kwakungekho balandeli). Wahamba yedwa ngoba ethembele ngokuphelele kuNkulunkulu futhi ekholelwa ukuthi akukho lutho olungaphikisa injongo yakhe ngoNkulunkulu. Hhayi ukuvunyelwa abantu. Akusona isikhundla sakhe njengeNkosi yesikhathi esizayo. Akukho lutho. Futhi yingakho, lapho ukungazethembi kwakho kubangelwa ukushiywa ngaphandle noma ukunganakwa, esikhundleni sokubuza ukuthi "kungani ngingakhethwanga" noma "kungani ehlala ekuthola," buza, "kubalulekile ngani."

Ngaphambi kweseshini yethu elandelayo, yiya phambi kukaNkulunkulu futhi umthandazele ukuthi akubonise umsuka wokungazethembi kwakho ukuze wakhe ubuntu bakho siqu esisekelweni esivikelekile sokuthi ungubani.