Thola i AppInjabulo Yazo Zonke IzinkathiIsampula
Iminyaka eminingi, bengingumKristu ocindezelekile. Ngangiyithanda kakhulu iNkosi futhi ngangazi nokuthi ngizoya ezulwini lapho ngifa. Kodwa-ke, angikwazanga ukuthola injabulo yokuba khona Kwakhe emhlabeni. Ngazizwa ngisuswe ethembeni nasekuthuleni. Imbobo emnyama yokudangala yayingumngane wami njalo nomngane wami omubi.
Lokhu kucindezeleka kwavela empini yokungabi nenzalo. Ngithumele izingane ezi-5 ezulwini zonke ebeziphila esiswini sami kwaphela phakathi kwamasonto awu-12 kuya kwangama-20. Ukukhulelwa ngakunye kwakuyisimangaliso… futhi ukuphazamiseka ngakunye kwakuwukuchithwa okushayisa nosizi.
Ama-hormone ami abengalawuleki… amathemba ami aphelile… nezingalo zami bezingenalutho. Futhi okubi kakhulu, inhliziyo yami yayibuhlungu.
Yize ngangivele ngibelethe abafana aba-2 abahle, abanobungqabavu, abaphilayo, ngangazi ukuthi ngadalelwa ukuba ngibe ngumama wabanye. Ukuba ngumama kwakuyisiphetho sami nobizo lwami. Kungani konke kwakunzima kangaka?
Phakathi nalezi zinsuku ezesabekayo ezingenathemba, ngaphinde ngaba nomlutha. Umlutha wami awutholakalanga ezidakamizweni ezithengiswayo, ebhodleleni eligcwele isidakwa, futhi bekungananyathiselwe ekudleni ngokweqile.
Ukuba umlutha wami… isidakamizwa engangikhetha… kwakuyisimangaliso ngempela. Ngenkathi ngicindezelekile futhi ngidonsa kanzima ngenxa yobuhlungu bamathemba ashabalala, imithandazo engaphendulwa, nomzimba owawungikhaphela, ngaba umlutha weZwi likaNkulunkulu.
Ngezinsuku zobumnyama, iBhayibheli laba ngumthombo wenjabulo nokukhanya.
Ngesikhathi sobusuku obude bokungabi nathemba, iZwi likaNkulunkulu lakhuluma ngezethembiso nenjongo.
Ngezinyanga zokudangala, iBhayibheli laliyizwi lesikhuthazo nesibusiso.
Izingalo zami bezingenalutho, kodwa inhliziyo yami igcwele. Imikhuleko yami ibingakaphendulwa, kodwa bengithandana naye… kaninginingi.
Ngangihamba nsuku zonke ezimnyama zokudangala ukuze ngazi uJesu ngendlela engimazi ngayo manje.
Ngangihamba esigodini sokuzala kanye nokudumazeka ngiphinde ngiphinde ukuze ngibe ngowesifazane ojabule ngokweqile enginguye namuhla.
Ukucabanga Okujabulisayo Ukuzindla: Uma ngempela injabulo itholakala ebukhoneni Bakhe, pho kungani amakholwa amaningi kangaka elwa nokuhlala endaweni yenjabulo?
Lokhu kucindezeleka kwavela empini yokungabi nenzalo. Ngithumele izingane ezi-5 ezulwini zonke ebeziphila esiswini sami kwaphela phakathi kwamasonto awu-12 kuya kwangama-20. Ukukhulelwa ngakunye kwakuyisimangaliso… futhi ukuphazamiseka ngakunye kwakuwukuchithwa okushayisa nosizi.
Ama-hormone ami abengalawuleki… amathemba ami aphelile… nezingalo zami bezingenalutho. Futhi okubi kakhulu, inhliziyo yami yayibuhlungu.
Yize ngangivele ngibelethe abafana aba-2 abahle, abanobungqabavu, abaphilayo, ngangazi ukuthi ngadalelwa ukuba ngibe ngumama wabanye. Ukuba ngumama kwakuyisiphetho sami nobizo lwami. Kungani konke kwakunzima kangaka?
Phakathi nalezi zinsuku ezesabekayo ezingenathemba, ngaphinde ngaba nomlutha. Umlutha wami awutholakalanga ezidakamizweni ezithengiswayo, ebhodleleni eligcwele isidakwa, futhi bekungananyathiselwe ekudleni ngokweqile.
Ukuba umlutha wami… isidakamizwa engangikhetha… kwakuyisimangaliso ngempela. Ngenkathi ngicindezelekile futhi ngidonsa kanzima ngenxa yobuhlungu bamathemba ashabalala, imithandazo engaphendulwa, nomzimba owawungikhaphela, ngaba umlutha weZwi likaNkulunkulu.
Ngezinsuku zobumnyama, iBhayibheli laba ngumthombo wenjabulo nokukhanya.
Ngesikhathi sobusuku obude bokungabi nathemba, iZwi likaNkulunkulu lakhuluma ngezethembiso nenjongo.
Ngezinyanga zokudangala, iBhayibheli laliyizwi lesikhuthazo nesibusiso.
Izingalo zami bezingenalutho, kodwa inhliziyo yami igcwele. Imikhuleko yami ibingakaphendulwa, kodwa bengithandana naye… kaninginingi.
Ngangihamba nsuku zonke ezimnyama zokudangala ukuze ngazi uJesu ngendlela engimazi ngayo manje.
Ngangihamba esigodini sokuzala kanye nokudumazeka ngiphinde ngiphinde ukuze ngibe ngowesifazane ojabule ngokweqile enginguye namuhla.
Ukucabanga Okujabulisayo Ukuzindla: Uma ngempela injabulo itholakala ebukhoneni Bakhe, pho kungani amakholwa amaningi kangaka elwa nokuhlala endaweni yenjabulo?
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Mayelana naloluHlelo
Wake wazibuza, “Kungenzeka yini ukuba nenjabulo kuzo zonke izikhathi zokuphila?” Ucarol McLeod ukholelwa ukuthi uNkulunkulu unenjabulo enkulu ongayithola. Kulokhu kuzinikela, uzothola ukuthi ungamethemba kanjani uNkulunkulu lapho impilo ingalungile, ungazindla kanjani ngombhalo oguqula ukucabanga kwakho nokuthi ungaguqula kanjani ukudumala kube yinhliziyo ejabule phakathi kokungaqiniseki.
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Sithanda ukubonga i Carol McLoed and Just Joy Ministries ngokusinikeza lendlela yokufunda. Ngemininingwane eminye, sicela uvakashele: www.carolmcleodministries.com
