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Confessions of a Perplexed Prophet - Hosea

Oh Lord,

I'm so confused. I don't understand what's going on in my life. You have asked me to deliver messages, give hard truths, and call out kings and powerful men. I've done all those things faithfully. But this?! I don't understand.

Ever since I was a young man, I asked and prayed that you would send me a life partner, a wife I could love and care for. I remained faithful and pure, even when everyone else gave in to temptation. Isn't that what you asked me to do?

Now you want me to take a prostitute as a wife? Really? Lord, she's undeniably beautiful, but she's also got a horrible reputation. I am concerned she won't even remain faithful to me. Who has she been with? What will those men say when I run into them? Could I even look them in the eye without burning with rage?

I know she's so lost and needs someone to rescue her. But for me? Lord, what would we even have in common? In a world where I thought purity is what sets us apart, why would you ask this of me?

This is my heart you are asking for.

Your Perplexed Prophet

My faithful Hosea,

Your steadfast heart mirrors my own. It is easy for you to remain faithful and true to your convictions, and I love that about you. I am not the author of confusion but peace.

Trust in me with all your heart, and don't rely on your understanding. After all, my ways are so far above your ways. You will never understand everything that I do, and that's okay. Knowledge and truth can be good in some instances, but they are not the fruit of the Spirit. Instead of having all the answers, come to me with your confusion. I can handle your doubt, frustration, and anger. Yes, anger! I can take it. I am big enough and strong enough.

I know what I am asking you to do doesn't make sense. It's not what you deserve, and it goes against everything you've been fighting for, but I have a plan.

After all, I am the Lord. Is anything too hard for me? Trust me, as much as it feels like I am not making sense. I have you tattooed on the palms of my hands. You are always secure in me.

Your Ever Faithful All-Knowing God