Mosaiek Church Lent 2025: Jesus' Questions in SufferingНамуна

After saying these things, Jesus crossed the Kidron Valley with his disciples and entered a grove of olive trees. Judas, the betrayer, knew this place, because Jesus had often gone there with his disciples.

-John 18:1-2 (NLT)

Judas betrays Jesus not only out of greed or malice. He expects Jesus to be a revolutionary leader who will overthrow Roman rule and restore Jewish rule over themselves. He expects Jesus to establish an earthly kingdom. But Jesus’ life and teachings focus on love, humility, and a kingdom that is not of this world (John 18:36). As Judas watched Jesus heal the sick and preach forgiveness, he likely became disillusioned. Where was the militant messiah who would restore Israel’s power? In his disappointment, Judas walks away from Jesus and the other disciples and betrays Him.

Our unfulfilled expectations of Jesus can lead us away from Him. Perhaps we want a God who solves our problems quickly or who fulfills our desires. Is it possible that, like Judas, you have placed expectations on Him that He never promised to fulfill?

Reflection: Write a letter to Jesus expressing any disappointments you have experienced in Him. Be honest about any unfulfilled expectations or desires. After you write, read it out loud as a prayer, and then spend a few moments in silence asking God to help you see His plan for your life with fresh eyes.

Prayer: I ask for the grace to seek You above all else and to follow You with trust and surrender.