Big God DevotionalНамуна

"Stronger than your brokenness

Deeper than your dreams not seen yet

Greater than your greatest fear

He’s so much bigger"

Brothers and sisters, as we are on the last day of the devotion, I want you guys to leave being sure of this: You are not alone. About three years ago, I experienced one of the darkest moments I’d experienced in my life. I felt surrounded on all sides by doubt, fear, and panic. I felt completely alone and I was angry with God. I questioned if He was aware of me or if I was being punished. I even felt ashamed of hoping. I began to believe in that moment that I’d be stuck in a brokenness stemmed from trauma, forever. I started losing hope and felt my morale sink lower and lower. Through this season, I was still touring and life was still moving, so I did what most of us do. I kept smiling, pretending everything was okay. But, man, was I hurting deeply. Then, some time later, we wrote Big God. The lyrics that flowed from my cowriters struck me as prophetic. It felt as if the Holy Spirit were speaking directly to me through them. I, myself, needed to be reminded that God is big because it was hard to believe it at the time. By the grace of God, I’m in a much better place. The Word of God, prayer, the love and care from my husband, and consistent therapy has been a lifeline. I don’t feel as though I’m just surviving and getting by anymore. I’ve come to surrender to this season of healing and restoration The Lord has brought me to. There’s a ton of joy here because I trust Him. I’m not out of the woods just yet, but with The Lord, the woods can become a sanctuary. So again, you’re not alone. All of us our counting on our Big God in one way or another. And trust me, He shows up BIG for His children.