Faith in the DarkSample

Day 2 - Seeking Without Shame

Nicodemus didn’t just come at night—he came with reverence.

He called Jesus, Rabbi. He acknowledged the miracles. He even said, “God must be with You.” His heart was drawn in, but his actions were cautious. Though he was curious and respectful, he wasn’t ready to follow Jesus openly.

And Jesus didn’t shame him for that.

Sometimes we think real faith should look bold right away. We wonder, "If I truly believed, wouldn’t I be louder about it? More committed? More public?" But Nicodemus reminds us that spiritual hunger doesn’t always equal spiritual maturity—and that’s okay.

He was still learning. Still watching. Still wondering. And Jesus gave him room to grow.

There is no shame in that.

We all start somewhere. Some come running, others walk slowly. Some shout their faith, others whisper their doubts. What matters is the direction of your heart—not the volume of your voice.

Jesus honors seekers. He doesn’t rush us. He doesn’t require perfection before presence. He simply invites us in.

So if you’re approaching with questions… if you’re not quite ready to go all in… if your faith feels quiet or cautious—take heart.

Nicodemus shows us that coming to Jesus with honest curiosity is enough to begin a life-changing conversation.

There is no shame in seeking. Jesus sees it. Jesus welcomes it. And Jesus will meet you in it.

Ask Yourself

Where have I felt shame about not being “bold enough” in my faith?

How can I let Jesus meet me in the middle of my seeking?

Let’s pray together

Lord, sometimes I feel behind.

Like I should know more. Believe more.

Be braver.

But You don’t rush me.

You walk beside me—even when I come at night.

You call me “beloved,” even when I call You “teacher.”

Keep me hungry.

And help me trust the slow path to boldness.

Amen.