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God is for you

For many years, I was in an ongoing wrestling match with God. I’d shake my fist at Him in anger and yell, “God, the Bible talks about you being a God of miracles. Where’s mine? I mean, Moses got a burning bush and a sea to part for him. Can’t I get a little something?” I was spitting mad, and I couldn’t see any way around it.

There are many things that simply don’t make sense on this earth. My faith has been tattered and tested time and time again. But I hold on to Psalm 23:4 (NLT): “Even when I walk through the darkest valley, I will not be afraid, for you are close beside me. Your rod and your staff protect and comfort me.” I’ve walked through those valleys and deserts. And I’m going to be honest with you . . . In the darkest places, I have cried out to God while at the same time wanting to wrestle Him to the ground.

If you’re in a wrestling match with God, I get it. And I’m going to tell you: Don’t give up. There is purpose in your wrestling. It takes faith to wrestle. God’s shoulders are big enough to handle your questions, your anger, and your doubt. Wrestling isn’t wrong. It means there’s something deep in your soul longing for what only God can provide.

I had this misconstrued idea that God was punishing me, that He was against me. But God doesn’t punish His followers. Jesus didn’t kick the crippled guys when they were down. No, Jesus reached out His hand to lift them up. He offered love and healing. And, my friend, God promises the same for you and me, no matter how much suffering we’re enduring right now.

I’d love to tell you that when you put your faith and trust in Jesus all the pain and disappointment that life hits you with go away, but that isn’t the way life works. But what I can assure you is that God is with us, now and for eternity, and that eternity will be magnificent.

“And the God of all grace, who called you to his eternal glory in Christ, after you have suffered a little while, will himself restore you and make you strong, firm and steadfast” (1 Peter 5:10).

Cling to this promise, my friend. It will give you hope and courage to face each day. It makes me smile big.

This plan has been adapted from the book, Broken Still Chosen: Finding Hope in Jesus When You Feel Unloved, Unseen, or Forgotten https://bakerbookhouse.com/products/553587.