Through the Valley of Griefনমুনা

“So also no one comprehends the thoughts of God except the Spirit of God. Now we have received not the spirit of the world, but the Spirit who is from God, that we might understand the things freely given us by God.”
-1 Corinthians 2:11-12

Grief brings constant inner turmoil. Especially in times of trial, we crave explanation, vindication, and retribution. We long for answers to all the why’s and the how long’s of this uncontrollable situation. Like me, you may want an apology from God for allowing this to happen. We wish we had a timeline from him to help us understand what’s happening. But remember, the Lord is outside of time. His ways are higher than our ways, and his plan spans an infinitely larger scope than we can comprehend.

That said, God has not left you alone. The moment you accepted Christ, he gave you the Holy Spirit, who dwells in you and will never leave you (1 Corinthians 3:16). He may not give you the answers you desire, but he will give you love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, self-control, and countless other gifts. You have access to all of this through Christ! Rest in this promise, even as your mind reels with questions. The fruit of his Spirit is free to you. Call out to God and receive it.

Lord, thank you for providing every gift I need to survive today. Please produce the fruit of your Spirit in me. For your glory, Amen.