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Maintaining Faith

Read Matthew 14:22-33 

This is a story I find difficult to comprehend. I’ve seen God do some pretty incredible things and I have no trouble imagining Jesus stopping a storm. But walking over the surface of a turbulent lake? That is downright weird and impossible. It just shows how powerful Jesus was, even while in human flesh. He was completely dominant over the forces of nature. Imagine him waltzing over the top of the raging water to help out his friends stuck in a boat in the storm. Jesus blows my mind. I take heart in the fact that the disciples who had just seen Jesus feed 5000 plus people from 5 bread rolls and two sardines, felt the same way. They were terrified. They had no idea what was going on. 

Then there was bold, brash, brave, believing Peter. Never one to shrink back, he wanted part of the action. With sky-high faith, Peter courageously asked to walk across the water to Jesus rather than wait for him to reach the boat. I have no idea what he thought would happen once he got to Jesus. I guess he didn’t even consider that. Jesus was out there in the waves and Peter really wanted to be with him. 

So when Jesus said, “Come,” Peter jumped straight in. And for a while it was incredible. We’re not told how far he walked, but it was enough for Matthew to comment that he really was walking on the water. But it didn’t last. Maybe Peter could have made it to Jesus on a clear, still night, but once he took his eyes off Jesus and felt the power of the hurricane and saw the size of the waves, he was gone. Down he went like a lead sinker. 

Peter did not lack faith like the villagers in Nazareth (last devotion), he just couldn’t maintain faith. His initial faith in Jesus was huge. I don’t know of any other human being who has walked on water. That’s incredible. But his faith dissipated suddenly in challenging circumstances. Jesus calls this “little faith.” It comes and goes. It believes and then doubts. It trusts and then worries. It motivates but can’t sustain. Little faith is better than no faith, but it wavers far too much to be called big faith.

Peter’s experience is familiar to many of us. We have moments of great faith when we believe with our whole heart and pray fervently for God’s intervention. We hear Jesus’ call and jump out of the boat. But reality hits, nothing changes, problems emerge, things may even appear worse. Suddenly, it all seems so impossible, and our faith sinks just like Peter. It’s so hard to hold on to big faith in such a broken world. 

The solution to “little faith” is obvious in the passage. Our faith explodes when we keep our eyes on Jesus and his power and his promises and his sovereignty and his call to trust. Our faith implodes when we focus on the waves and the impossibilities of our visions and requests. Keeping our eyes on Jesus sounds straightforward, but as Peter found, it is hugely challenging when the big waves are swamping us. But as you keep your eyes on Jesus and his grace and power, you’ll be surprised how quickly little faith becomes big faith.