90 Days to Wholeness: A Porn Addiction Recovery Devotional for Womenናሙና

For a lot of us, we have been living a double-life… particularly as professing Christian women who battle this brand of addiction. It is easier, or so it seems, for us to put on a good Christian girl persona for everyone when we know that on the inside we’re harboring a completely different life: A life of shame, isolation and for most part, destruction.

For me, I struggled with pornography and sexual addiction all the while leading the Christian club in my high school and leading worship at church. I ever so delicately balanced my life between what was good and what was evil. Good—what I showed the world, and Evil—what I showed to myself alone. I was caught in a balancing act of hypocrisy.

Have you been living something similar? Looking back on your time with this addiction, what are some ways you had/have been living a double life?